[I was just trying to think of cute, nice things in that title. Did I get my point across?]
Haha, there really are images for everything! Picture source. Anywaysssss…
Hi guys, checking in here. I’ve had 3 nights to blog about this fabulous dinner I had last week which I’m dying to share with you, but for some reason I’ve been feeling off… uninspired, bored and… I don’t know. Just off. Hard to explain.
I’m sorry to say that I’ve been dealing with it the old Elina way, by snacking all night long. I don’t want to say it’s been bingeing per se, that sense of urgency “quick, stuff yourself until you feel numb” feeling isn’t there, but that high of “I can’t do anything else until I finish that chocolate bar”… and then some cookies… was certainly present.
It’s disappointing that after all the progress I’ve made and have felt the best I have in months (maybe even years), I get hit with a reminder that I’m not “cured” and that it is a process and I have to continue being mindful all the time because I’m not yet the “after” (of the before and after).
So friends, just wanted to say hello and let you know that if you going through a similar journey that there is no reason to feel like a failure; that this is just a bump in the road (that I am determined to get behind of and deal with!). And if you are thinking about giving up dieting, know that it will not always be perfect once you start… and that’s okay. Because despite all this, I am still more comfortable with myself and yes, the happiest I’ve been in ages. No regrets!